We went today and learned that his tubes are in the process of falling out and are causing fluid to build up again. Simple fix--put a second set of tubes in and remove his adenoids. No permanent hearing loss. I was so relieved.
I could picture the Lord saying, "Can you hear me now? Are you going to trust me now?" I know that even if Corban had hearing loss, we would still be blessed. He is still with us. It is a daily struggle, a daily battle and yet I find myself continually falling short. Losing trust.
We each have our own struggles and areas which we must turn over daily--and this is mine.
My prayer is that each day, I will continue to trust the Lord and His plan for my children's lives and mine. He has carried me this far. He got me through the worst times and He is with me in the best--and everything in between.
We celebrated this afternoon and made muffins together--Thank You Lord for blessing me with this little guy. You knew what you were doing!
What are you holding onto today? Place it in the Lord's hands and allow Him to speak into your soul.